Saturday, May 26, 2012

Three Things

Overheard

There are three things in your life that you have no control over...

1. When you are born.
2. When you will die.
3. Who will you get married to.

Monday, May 7, 2012

Friend

While i was walking through life
looking at the silver line
life was right in my lap
and i looked at the dawn which was never there...

i fumbled and stumbled and fought against my own demons
and everytime you simplified and rectified
and what is more, perhaps funny
you never made an effort and still so
effortlessly you could pull my threads together

i fought with you, tooth and nails
and you fought back ever so relentlessly
and we hated each other with so much gut so
and man, can i ever forget the way you trashed my plans
and called me a fool

and now i long, long to go back
to fight with you again.

you were my friend, my family, my ally, my conscience
wish again without much fruit... you were here.

(for all the coffees that we do not drink anymore
and all the scrambled eggs that never taste like that
and the mornings in the mess, and the after dinner movies
and the talks..talks and more talks...and the coziest feeling in the world-- for all friends who miss their college days)

Blank.

Somewhere...over the rough edges of life,
My feelings get cut, bruised and hurt.
Subtly, I hold them out to you...
Knowing you will mend it...
Tell me it is not a big deal.
Heal me. Make me breathe the pain out.

And, just in a flurry of moments...
you make me laugh so hard.
Feel so happy, in knowing the happiness
I see in your face.
The faceless face I see.
As the voiceless voice calls out
From the stupors of the midnight.
Look out the window...
The moon is full and bright.
I rush to turn
And find myself facing the dark.
And I snuggle up, feeling safe
Under your gaze.

The Bucket List?

Coming back from work today, I heard a beautiful song in my car. It was this song 'Ma' from the film 'Dasvidaniya'. I recall watching this film few years back and writing a blog post after watching it. Here's the reference.

So, my point of argument here well is nothing. I remember how the protagonist in the film (played by Vinay Pathak) had created his bucket list, when he realised that he is going to kick the bucket soon, that his time in this world is limited. The protagonist was a meek, subdued character who listed out his daily to-do chores every morning. I recall how his priorities and to-do things changed after he had foreseen his death.

As Steve Jobs also famously said, everything fades away in the face of death. All your worries, achievements, plans, challenges... etc.
He said that every morning, when you get ready to go to work, you should ask yourself, what am i going to do today? And, if this was my last day, would I still be wanting to do those same things? And, if the answer to this question for many consecutive days is no, then you know you need to do something about it.

Steve Jobs was truly an icon who has left an indelible impact in such a short life span. He inspires me even after he is gone. Often, I find myself thinking about this statement, and this gives me a perspective.. a larger canvas to place my troubles and tribulations in and realise they are not worth losing my sanity. And then, all of a sudden, things get clearer.

Saturday, April 28, 2012

An Afternoon.

After a prolonged seista today, I let myself out in to the backyard, only to be the cause of distraction for the birds perched on the little bird bath we have placed for the summers.

I feel like an invader.

I can hear my dog crying out for attention or rather a little me time outside in the garden. The sun has started to dull down and all of us including my dog are looking to get out now. So, both of us are out in the garden now, introspecting and inspecting.


Dog & I
The plants are loving the sunshine and the wind it seems. Dog is enjoying too.









This is unusually calming, for some reason. Dog, Nature and I.

Sunday, February 5, 2012

Garden Herbs...

Few things bring as much peace to my mind as my little kitchen garden. And the winters do add special charm to it! This morning I was just sitting there amongst some herbs that we grow that i decided why not take some pictures.

These days we have mint, curry leaves, tulsi (2 kinds), salad leaves, heirloom tomatoes, aloevera, lemon grass and some more... some pics ...















And some more plants... that are not herbs but still have me curious about them... :)


Thursday, October 27, 2011

Happy Diwali 2011

Happy Diwali everyone..

Hope it lights up everyone's life.

I had a fairly good time. May God bless all of us this new year.

And here's some art (rangoli) I made for Diwali... took 3 hours. Also, this is something I do every Diwali for the past 3 years, and I am improving and how!

Diwali 2009

Diwali 2010

Diwali 2011